Be kind to you

Today, a very quick conversation with a friend got me thinking. He suffers from Borderline Personality Disorder – ‘BPD is a common mental illness. People affected have difficulty managing their emotions and impulses, relating to people and maintaining a stable self-image’ – www.sane.org It was his Birthday yesterday and tried with all his might to have …

Letter to our loved ones, and everyone else…

Dear loved ones, and/or whoever might like to read this: Yes, I struggle with depression. Depression can be frustrating and exhausting to try to explain it to others. The reason for this letter is to try and express what I sometimes find hard to express in words or even in person. Depression is hard to …

To the Greater Power…

Who or whatever that may be for each and everyone of us… Please continue to give me the strength to continue this battle Continue to give me the strength to be open and honest about it Continue to support me in supporting those who also struggle, to show and prove we are not alone in …

Little angels in disguise…

Little angels floating around looking for those who think they are not worthy. That is how I feel about those who out of nowhere suddenly pop into our lives maybe after a long time, or not…, right when we are feeling down or going through a bout of sadness, confusion, low self esteem etc. A …

Not as cloudy inside

Update on Sunny outside but cloudy inside… My day did get better… Firstly, it helped to ‘vomit’ my feelings onto the post…😏 Secondly, it helped to acknowledge I wasn’t feeling my best and didn’t sweep it under the carpet Thirdly, I took time out to clear my thoughts Im going to stop counting with ‘ly’ …

Sunny outside but cloudy inside…

So as not to be a hypocrite and sticking to my word to be honest in this journey here goes this post…Today is a beautiful, sunny crispy day. Outside of me. Inside of me it is as dark and sad as can be.  No bloody idea why, but it just is! It caught me by …

Just a thought…

We all have an enourmous strength inside of us. We may not believe it at times but we do! All of us. If you try to stand outside your body for a moment and reflect on where you are and have been, you will realize you are still standing here right now. Right this minute! …

Putting all my eggs in the one basket (cont…)

So here goes Part 3 and the final part (I think as I am writing this), we will see where it takes us…. Before I go for the grand finale, I do want to add a few things I left out in my previous post regarding ‘putting all my eggs in the one basket’. In …

Exercise, Bloody Exercise…

I had planned on making my next post about Therapy and ‘putting all my eggs in the one basket’. However, it is growing into such a long one that I thought I would do it in parts. So let’s start with one aspect which is strongly recommended by Professionals, Self Help Books, Blogs, Forums, etc. …

Is it just a bad day?

  Just a quick one today. I’m having a shit day. Don’t know why, there is no reason for it. But still, my head won’t stop analysing, chatting to me, etc. Bad, very bad mood, snappy, short of patience etc. The reason why I decided to write about it today, is because I find that …