We have a choice

  Just saw Sam my therapist/friend/Goddess/fucking Magic Wand waver! I had not been to see her in too long a time! Admittedly, I fell captive again the the ‘Oh I feel well bullshit so I don’t need reinforcements’ Thus, in time, I fell captive to my Tenant’s claws. So I had to put my head …

Letter to our loved ones, and everyone else…

Dear loved ones, and/or whoever might like to read this: Yes, I struggle with depression. Depression can be frustrating and exhausting to try to explain it to others. The reason for this letter is to try and express what I sometimes find hard to express in words or even in person. Depression is hard to …

A letter to Depression

  Dear Tenant called Depression, What are you really? I have read and studied and tried to understand fully what you are, but there are so many versions out there! I continue trying to come up with an answer because after so many years of living with you I still have not come to a full …

Not as cloudy inside

Update on Sunny outside but cloudy inside… My day did get better… Firstly, it helped to ‘vomit’ my feelings onto the post…😏 Secondly, it helped to acknowledge I wasn’t feeling my best and didn’t sweep it under the carpet Thirdly, I took time out to clear my thoughts Im going to stop counting with ‘ly’ …

Putting all my eggs in the one basket (cont…)

  Finally, we are at Part 4, the last of the ‘series’… And I will jump straight into it! Yes! – Hypnotherapy! What is Hypnotherapy? Well, in my own experience with it this is how I describe it: No weirdness, no dangling pendants. No acting like chickens laying eggs! Hypnotherapy is not what we see on …

Putting all my eggs in the one basket (cont…)

So here goes Part 3 and the final part (I think as I am writing this), we will see where it takes us…. Before I go for the grand finale, I do want to add a few things I left out in my previous post regarding ‘putting all my eggs in the one basket’. In …

Putting all my eggs in the one basket cont…

Part 2   Ok so let’s continue on with my journey towards beating Depression. I really don’t want to seem like a hypocrite so I will share with you why I have taken so long in writing this second part. I fell prey to my Tenant. Well, not my tenant as such, but yes to …

Putting all my eggs in the one basket…

Part 1   Throughout the last 9 years I have gone through many Therapies, Psychologists, Psychiatrists, Counsellors, Life Coaches, gone on retreats, read books, and the list goes on and on and on…. Some things worked. Some, not so much… The one thing I kept doing each time I started something new was giving it …

Exercise, Bloody Exercise…

I had planned on making my next post about Therapy and ‘putting all my eggs in the one basket’. However, it is growing into such a long one that I thought I would do it in parts. So let’s start with one aspect which is strongly recommended by Professionals, Self Help Books, Blogs, Forums, etc. …

Is it just a bad day?

  Just a quick one today. I’m having a shit day. Don’t know why, there is no reason for it. But still, my head won’t stop analysing, chatting to me, etc. Bad, very bad mood, snappy, short of patience etc. The reason why I decided to write about it today, is because I find that …